the phagos blog

What a crazy week it’s been! Regardless, I have finally managed to finish transcribing this year’s Imbolc ritual into electronic format, which I present here for you.

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Imbolc, also referred to as Candlemas, came and went saturday, though it was only yesterday when I was able to do my ritual.  I can’t post it online just yet, I only have it in handwritten form and haven’t typed it into the computer yet.  As soon as I do that I will post it, though the holiday is past.

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A couple nights back I went to the lights at the zoo at Riverbanks Zoo. I went last year too, but this year wasn’t the same. I got there later, there was a bigger crowd, and it was nowhere near as cold as last year, being a balmy mid-50s compared to last year’s low 30s.

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someone or something you trusted beyond question or you just knew, that today was the last day of your life? Would you live differently than you are right now? What if it were a month from now? A year? What if somehow you knew exactly when and how you die, and you couldn’t change it? Would you still live the way you are now?

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I thought I’d posted at least once since last Sunday, but I guess not. Exhaustion will do that to you. Samhain is only a three short days away… the Veil between the worlds continues to thin. Although Samhain is my favorite holiday, it is not without a bittersweet taste, having lost people and pets close to me. I know they’re close to me, thoughts of them come into my mind unbidden.

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I can’t believe how insanely busy I’ve been the last week or so.  Last week I started moving stuff out of my cube, bringing it home in preparation for starting my new job this past Monday, and I also started back to jujitsu class. With the fall clinic coming up at the beginning of next month, I have to get back into shape for it.  So not only did I have new job prep going on, I had lots of soreness going on too.

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Well, tomorrow I start my new job. I’m very excited about it: new challenges, new people, and a second chance to do things right. I knew it was right for me for a number of reasons: more money, less stress, and I’m starting on exactly my sixth anniversary of when I started working for the company. I took it as a good omen, a sign that I was supposed to make the move. There were a few things about my old job I didn’t care for, which I won’t go into here.

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This post is about more than Samhain, but it seemed an appropriate way to start… Tomorrow night I’ll be getting out the Halloween decorations and putting them up, as time permits.  I love Halloween, it’s become my favorite holiday.

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It’s that time of the year again. No, I’m not talking about the first Christmas ornaments making their appearance on store shelves, I’m talking about harvest time. At the risk of being cliché, I want to talk about the harvest going on in my life at the moment.

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As I was beginning to get ready for bed last night, I received a phone call from a friend of mine.  Not too unusual, except for the time, which was later than she usually stays up.  After checking the message, I called her back immediately.  Someone I met several years ago, an acquaintance that I haven’t seen in some time, was killed last Wednesday when his car was hit head on by a drunk driver.  He was all of 20 years old.

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