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Tuesday, November 10th, 2009
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om Thursday November 5
th through November 8
th, I had the privilege of once again attending the martial arts clinic put on by our school. As usual, it was a fantastic experience – I always learn a lot, get to meet new people, and see old friends. I wrote in a blog entry before the clinic that I thought something big was going to happen at the clinic that would change things, and I wasn’t disappointed. I learned a lot of new things, that if I put them into practice, will irrevocably change me, and by extension, my life. But the things that is likely to have the most impact in the short term was not said by a teacher, but by a fellow student.
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Monday, November 2nd, 2009
My dehydrator quit early last week. It was somewhere in the neighborhood of 3-4 years old. This seems to be the year of everything falling apart. My heat pump has developed a problem as well, and someone is coming to look at it Monday. It’s an outdoor unit, since it won’t fit in the crawlspace under the house. At almost 10 years old, the unit is rapidly approaching the end of its working days. I have to admit that over the last few years,the whole idea of maintenance of things has been on my mind more often, and with all the things occurring the last few months, I find myself thinking about planning for the replacement of things that are going to break, Having reached the point some time ago that I have sufficient means to handle recurring day to day living expenses, I find that it’s time to start planning for the recurring but infrequent and larger expenses that life imposes on us. In other words, it’s time to start thinking about what happens when something needs replaced.
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Thursday, October 29th, 2009
I’ve had a feeling on and off over the last couple years that a time for decision and action is fast approaching, at least with regards to my career. Like many people, I’ve decided that the career I’m in is not really the one I want to be in in the long term. This begs the question of what do I want to do with the rest of my life? I have more than one potential answer to that question, and it may be that the ultimate answer to the question is not a mutually exclusive choice from among the possibilities.
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Wednesday, October 28th, 2009
I have a tendency, or at least a desire, to write. That’s rather obvious, or you wouldn’t be reading this blog. Though I couldn’t stand it when I was younger, writing is an activity I’ve come to enjoy – to the point where I think it would be fun to write for a living. Yes, I know it’s a lot of work, but hey, if I have to work at something, better to work at something I enjoy doing, you know? Not that I don’t enjoy writing software, but let’s face it – it’s not exactly the thing I’d rather do more than anything in the world. If it were, you wouldn’t be reading this because I’d be sitting in my cube learning something new at lunch instead of writing this entry. I like writing software, but hey it’s a job like any other. I do it 8 hours a day then I go home and do what I really like – which isn’t writing software.
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Thursday, October 22nd, 2009
I prefer my blog entries to be standalone entries – write my thoughts out into a few brief paragraphs and let them go, rather than carrying them over a several day period. It makes them easier to write, and I don’t have to worry about things like continuity, or whether you’ve read the previous entries so this one actually makes sense to you, stuff like that. But I felt the impact of the experiment could potentially be so great that it deserved at least one more entry. So I’ll start by giving you an update on how the rest of day 1 went.
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Wednesday, October 21st, 2009
I mentioned in a recent blog that I’m reading the book Be Happy, by Robert Holden. One of the exercises he had me do, as a reader, gave me an idea for a little experiment of my own. This morning I started that experiment, and I thought I’d tell you how it’s going at midday.
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Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
This past weekend I had the less than enjoyable experience of replacing my tires and get an alignment done to my car. Monday morning I had the even more enjoyable experience of having my zipper break at work, and a trip to the mall to get some pants so I wouldn’t be exposed to the world. These two events are fairly common events in the world we live in – things change. Tires wear out, alignments get skewed, clothes wear out – things age and wear out, most possessions do. Change is constant in the world around us. Many people, myself included, pay so much attention to other things around them that they don’t see the changes going on until they become big enough to force themselves into our consciousness. Others spend a lot of time pretending it isn’t so, or deluding themselves into not seeing the changes that are happening around them. Many people fear change – but it doesn’t need to be that way.
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Friday, October 16th, 2009
Recently I started reading the book “be happy’ by Robert Holden. Rather than another theoretical, touchy feely warm fuzzy book, it’s a practical manual of how to be happier regardless of circumstance. I did the first exercise in the book, and didn’t do it very well. I spent the time doing the exercise focused on how I was doing it wrong, rather than just doing the exercise itself. The good thing is that I can go back and do the exercise over again with no penalty incurred. Even though I consider my performance of the first exercise a failure, it succeeded in its aim, which is to get me thinking about happiness. One of the things that it has made me think about is my happy place. Or rather, my lack of one.
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Thursday, October 15th, 2009
So far, today has been one of those days. You know, one of those days you wish you’d been smart enough to call into work because from start to present, it’s just been a crappy day. Bad traffic, bad work, I’ve pretty much been living up to the day’s designation of National Grouch Day. Since I can’t post this when I’m writing it, it’s only fair I tell you I’m writing this at work, eating lunch in the cafeteria. Breakfast tasted off, traffic was heavy, the weather is chilly and cloudy, and I seem to be more irritable and on edge than usual. In most years I’d put it down to the proximity to Samhain, since I tend to withdraw the closer it gets, starting around October 1st, but I don’t think I can do that this year. So rather than grouse about and make the entire the same kind of disaster the morning has been, I’m going to try an experiment.
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Thursday, October 15th, 2009
Lately I find myself questioning myself and my life. There are things I want that I think will make my life better, make me better. Inevitably, I wind up not doing anything that would bring about the changes I want, then get frustrated with myself for not becoming what I want or going where I want to go. I know the failure is strictly an internal one.
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