the phagos blog

Change is in the air.  Okay, it’s always in the air - it’s inevitable. I’m still discovering changes from the events of a month and a half ago.  The one I want to talk about tonight is the sudden urge to complete things.  For those of you who know me well, this will come as some surprise, since I’m not exactly noted for finishing what I start.  That’s changing for the better now.

I can’t explain this sudden urge to finish everything sitting around that isn’t, other than it’s an after effect of being on the mat and the events of the recent past.  I feel an urge, actually, a compulsion to get things finished, taken care of, and out of the way.  I’ve cleaned a bunch of stuff out of my closets recently, making room for something - or someone, though I don’t know who just yet.  Whether or not it’s for someone, I feel like I need to complete things so I can move forward, wherever that may lead me.  I have a lot to complete, so I think the process may take some time.  No, it will take some time.  But I have the desire and the determination to see it through, to take that next step that I don’t necessarily see right now.

I have faith that whatever the universe has in store will be good for me - I believe that without reservation.  I wonder if it’s nudging me to finish up what I’ve started now so it can bring me the other good things it has in store for me.  Whatever the case, some things are long overdue for completion, and it’s time to get them done and over and move on.  I’m looking forward to seeing what the future will bring.

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