Ok, here’s my menu from the last couple days. At this point any pretense of trying to eat decently is pretty much gone - this is the worst I’ve eaten in quite some time, and I suspect it’s going to show when I get on the scale Monday morning. So withuot further ado, here it is, in all it’s ugliness.
Warning - this post is a rant, pure and simple.
I’ve noticed over the last few weeks that I have at least one other issue in common with many Americans - my television is on way too much and too often. Not so much because I’m watching tv itself, because even with cable there isn’t that much good on, but because I’m watching movies, either HBO or something on dvd. Either way, I’m going to conduct an experiment using myself to see what happens.
I know, my blog has been nothing but weight loss and diet info and a lot of silence, but that will change with other posts I have in mind. for now, here’s an update on my menu from Saturday through yesterday, including measurements.
Here’s the food I’ve eaten Friday and yesterday. There was no exercise, I blew it there. This month was my month to host a rotating get together for some people from work, and it definitely shows in the food I’ve been eating.
Ok, I didn’t intend to wait and post 4 days worth of material at once, but that’s the way it worked this time. Before I post all this, let me tell you a few things about the information first.
Ok, so now that I’ve started being honest, I mean really honest with myself about things, it’s time to take the next step in this progression. As you may remember, I’ve set several rather large goals for myself to accomplish this year: get my black belt, take the next module of seifukujitsu, write a book/photograph Riverbanks gardens through the year, and finish a first draft, possibly second on my novel. Well, here it is, mid-February, and I’m really only making progress on one of the four goals so far.
I’ve realized a few things over the last week or two, things that have forever changed the way I look at myself. I once thought my calling in this life was to be a healer. I can finally admit to myself that I’m wrong, and that that’s not really what I want.
What a crazy week it’s been! Regardless, I have finally managed to finish transcribing this year’s Imbolc ritual into electronic format, which I present here for you.
Imbolc, also referred to as Candlemas, came and went saturday, though it was only yesterday when I was able to do my ritual. I can’t post it online just yet, I only have it in handwritten form and haven’t typed it into the computer yet. As soon as I do that I will post it, though the holiday is past.