falling apart
I thought I had cleared the injury from last week and was just waiting on my muscles to settle down, but now I think my back’s still out. The more painful of the two went in, but I’m convinced one is still out. I’ll be calling a chiropractor today, hopefully I can get in to see him today.
The last few days I’ve felt like I and everything around me is falling apart. My back’s out, I haven’t heard from most of my friends lately, work sucks… I think you get the idea. Yesterday I heard back about another job in the company I applied for last month. I had to fill out an internal application to send over before I can get an interview. I filled out the application, but there’s a catch: it has to be signed off by my manager before I can send it. So, now my management knows that I’m looking around. It was a hard thing to talk about, and I’m not sure how comfortable I am with them knowing that, but it’s too late to worry about it now. What’s done is done and can’t be undone.
As I said in my previous post, I’ve actually been wanting to be around people also. I’ve noticed that the free dating sites lately have become more MySpace-like, more social networking oriented, in that they have forums and the like, in addition to the listings of people looking for others. Maybe it would help me someone, but right now I don’t have much interest in participating in online conmmunities. It’s nowhere near the same as being with people, and because of that, I don’t find it appealing right now.
Maybe I just need some more sleep, these five and six hours of sleep nights are getting old.