day off
I got on the scale yesterday morning: 190.0 even. Up from last time, but not unexpected since I ate like crap at the end of last week. Although I haven’t eaten much better the last couple days, I expect next week will be a bit better.
I took the day off from work to do some stuff, and it was certainly an interesting day.
Had to go downtown this morning, the whole mess with my finances will be resolved in the not too distant future, one way or the other. Whatever happens, I am mentally prepared. Beats being mental anyway. 
After that, I dropped my car at the shop to get fixed and got a rental car for the next few days.
Which left me with quite a bit of time today. So, after I came home and ate some lunch, I went to Riverbanks Gardens. I love that place, it’s practically a home away from home for me. I was able to just be in that place and regain my center.
Afterwards, I picked up some supplies for my new moon ritual on Thursday night, then came home. I still haven’t finished the ritual yet, at least I haven’t finished writing it out yet anyway. I have it all in my head what’s going to happen, I just need to finish getting it written. I’ve already made the decision not to put it online. It may be the most powerful ritual I’ve ever written, or at least in a while, and it’s also intensely personal. I know, this blog is also personal, but there are some things I still won’t write about, at least not publicly.
I can’t wait until ritual Thursday either. I still have to get a couple things for it, mainly food related. I can’t tell you what will happen, but I can say this: Come Thursday after ritual, something’s going to change. A whole lot of somethings. Starting with me.