post clinic wrap up & catch up
Well, the clinic has now come and gone, ending this past Sunday. It was even better than I could have imagined. My appointment to have sound work done was incredible and enlightening, very different from my style. I will be looking at incorporating a thing or two into my work.
The instructors were all very good, and I would like to just say a quick word of thanks to all of them. It looks like I will be taking up some additional studies now, particularly baguazhang and chi kung, it’s time for me to get down to the work of repairing my body, mind, and spirit. I have been doing that, but now I’m starting to look at things in a different way.
I debated whether I should go to class Monday night, since I was still kind of tired from the clinic, but I went anyway, and I am glad I did. Unfortunately, I seem to have developed some sneezing and a stuffy head. It really started yesterday, but I wound up calling in sick today. I suspect I’m not sick in the usual sense of the word, but rather experiencing detox symptoms. I can’t think of a reason I would suddenly catch cold, especially since colds usually take a while to build up before I catch one. in any case, I am in some minor physical discomfort, but I know it won’t last long.
It felt really strange to go to work on Monday, as it always does after 4 days at the clinic. I think someday I’ll change my line of work so I stop going to a cubicle farm five days a week.
Although I’m not feeling particularly well at the moment, it will pass. I know it will because I know my health is improving all the time, releasing built up toxins which will eventually result in losing weight like I want. Speaking of which, I weighed in at 199.0 on Monday, down 2 pounds from last week. 22 pounds to go. I’ll be making some more adjustments to my diet, adding a high energy green supplement and a natural salt that carries trace minerals to help neutralize the toxins in this body.
Although I’ve been home all day today, it’s been quite interesting. I considered going out and picking up some of the supplements mentioned above, and I’m low on a couple vegetables and completely out of another that I use to make my morning breakfast juice. I was so fatigued and felt crappy enough today that I didn’t go out at all. I had hoped to feel somewhat better so I could go to class tonight, but it just didn’t happen. I wanted to write this last night, but I was so tired I couldn’t sit at my computer desk long enough to put together a coherent thought stream and get it down. I wound up in bed asleep around 9, the earliest I’ve been to bed in weeks, I expect tonight will be similar.
I did find the energy to do one thing today though, albeit a little at a time. I’ve mentioned a couple of times now that I watched The Secret. One of the people appearing in the film mentioned that he has a bulletin board, or collage of images to look at of the things he is attracting into his life. I thought that was an awesome idea, so I decided to do it myself. I don’t have the board together yet, but I found or created images that represent the people and things I want to attract into my life. If I couldn’t figure out how to express it as an image, I just put it in writing. Like my goal of weighing 175 lbs, I have a clear image of standing on my bathroom scale and it reading 175. I know what that will look like. But since I don’t know how to quickly and clearly draw it, it will be represented on my board by the numbers 175. I haven’t decided where to hang the board yet, although I’m considering my bedroom, my office, or my meditation room.
Another thing I’ve taken to doing is carrying a gratitude crystal. I keep it in my pants pocket, and when I touch iot during the day, I stop for a moment and give thanks to the universe for bringing these people and things into my life. I got that idea from watching The Secret also, but I wasn’t going to pay the money they want for stone with an S etched into it.
Anyway, that’s where I’ve been and what I’ve been doing for the last few days. I won’t be as long between posts next time.
November 17th, 2006 at 1:17 am
You are very lucky you have money to get tarot readings and healing sessions. I have known for a while in my heart that I am suppose to get another reading done, but that is too much money and so is a healing session. *sighs* Maybe next spring we’ll catch up and I’ll do it.